So, I broke-up with the girl I was writing about.
I guess we couldn't communicate well-enough. I wasn't around very often, after starting a band. I felt horrible for a really long time and couldn't date, but fell for someone.
Unfortunately, I am bleeding black, around her. I pray she understands, because I tried to ruin myself, I was so depressed. This is one of the few times in my life I have truly faltered from who I am, but I am learning. She has reminded me, life is a learning process, and that is what makes it beautiful. I have written a little more, and I will learn to love, again. I can't help but try to, regardless, around her. She